Gonca Kalabalık
GONCA KALABALIK

Ay – Sirius – Jüpiter Hizalanması Tutulma portalının içerisinde, Sirius’tan güçlü bir duygusal inisiyasyon (uyumlama) alıyoruz.

If you feel your deepest, most rooted disappointments rising to the surface, know that this is exactly what is meant to be revealed now.
You may find yourself thrashing inside your emotions.
There is a whisper within you: “wait, be patient” … yet from the outside, it seems as though no progress is being made.
A dream is right before your eyes, yet you cannot seem to reach it.

There is a longing for change in your mind, but it feels so bound to outer conditions that taking a step becomes difficult.
You have shut down, again and again… you are tired. And yet, beginning anew feels impossible.
It feels like you’re stuck in place, even battered by the winds.
You can neither move forward, nor stay where you are.

Your heart has opened to love; it cries out “only love”.
Yet anger, resentment, and frustration keep finding their way in.
You are shaken, but the path ahead seems hidden.

And here, right in this restlessness, is where you must focus on the rewards of simply being with it.
For the more you try to control, the more controlled you will feel.
The more you try to choose, the more the options blur.
The more you resist, the more it will hurt.

This is a difficult lesson: surrender.
And within surrender, your path becomes clear.

We are moving into a great transformation.
Even in fear, a step forward must be taken.
Especially as we move toward 2026, our capacity to feel will be needed more than ever.

Cleanse, release, cleanse, release…
For without release, there can be no space for miracles.

This cleansing must be most profound in the emotional and mental realms.
You will face disappointment so you can forget what you thought you knew.
You will forget what you knew so that what you never imagined can flow into your life.

Yes, it hurts. Yes, it is hard to sit with so many emotions.
But know this: your emotions are your compass — they are guiding you home.
And it is good that they are here.

Let’s hear this message

I am the guide who comes with the light of Sirius.
I see you.
I know your heartbreak, your sense of being unable to move forward or even remain still.
I feel the waves of anger, hurt, and impatience within you — and how weary it makes you.

But know this: this crisis is a doorway to transformation.
And now I will tell you what you need to do:

✨ Surrender. The harder you try to control, the tighter you will feel. Let go.
✨ Feel. Listen to your emotions. They are your compass, leading you not astray but to your true path.
✨ Release. Let go of the disappointment, the anger, what you thought you knew. In this way, you open space for miracles.
✨ Trust your heart. Hear the call rising within: “only love.” Let this call guide you.

Now, give yourself permission:
Pause. Feel. Release. Begin again.
The reward of this storm will be a clearer path and a wider heart.

I am standing beside you.
Know that everything is flowing toward resolution, transformation, and the rediscovery of love.

 

Chariklo Etkili Kova Dolunayı

Human relationships are not always resolved through talking.
Yes, one of the greatest virtues in a relationship is to be able to express yourself, to be heard from where you express, and to heal. This liberates a person, makes their traumas visible, and eases their pain. But talking is not the only or the most effective form of communication.

Our souls recognize each other even before we meet.
Some souls have chapters to close, reckonings to face.
Some have promises to help one another.
Sometimes, from a soul, we receive an enormous support just for a moment.
There is an energy that starts working the moment we come together — with every person we meet, the land where we were born, our loved ones, the places we visit…

Some people, memories, and geographies trigger the deepest wounds of our soul.
Others give us the greatest sense of trust.
Some feel very familiar, and when we are with them, we can be completely ourselves.

Talking often brings suppressed emotions, unhealed traumas, cellular memories, and subconscious voices to the surface.
But the word “talking” often evokes a wounding experience for all of us; because most of the time, rather than truly listening and creating a safe space, we try to fit the other person into our own mold.

“I feel this way.”
“When you act like this, it hurts me.”
“When you are like that, it feels very good to me.”

These are the pupils of a relationship. But when they multiply, instead of being authentically “you” when you come together, you constantly try to meet the other’s needs.
And suddenly, you realize you are no longer yourself…
You have begun to take the shape of the relationship, your partner, your workplace, or society.
Your authenticity is lost, your essence erased…

Between these two — where there is no right or wrong, where hearts communicate without speaking — there is a place.
Someone who is just right for you…
A space just right for you…

And now, this full moon carries the potential to free you from everything that keeps you from being yourself.
Notice how much you change shape for your loved ones.
Express yourself.
And remember: There are places you belong where you don’t even need to express yourself.

The guardian of this full moon’s space is Chariklo.
She is the protector of the space that knows the value of your existence, does not try to fix you, does not constantly tell you how you should behave, and does not make you feel broken…
A place where you simply exist with love, and where your being is a gift.

Now, intend to be different, to be yourself, to free yourself from the traumas society has created in you.
With so much fire and air element, allow everything burning in your heart to transform.

And don’t forget: The best medicine is to remain in service.
Boycott.
Help.
Support.
Stay in prayer.
And turn every moment into action.

Determined actions will illuminate who you truly are.