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Ay – Sirius – Jüpiter Hizalanması Tutulma portalının içerisinde, Sirius’tan güçlü bir duygusal inisiyasyon (uyumlama) alıyoruz.

If you feel your deepest, most rooted disappointments rising to the surface, know that this is exactly what is meant to be revealed now.
You may find yourself thrashing inside your emotions.
There is a whisper within you: “wait, be patient” … yet from the outside, it seems as though no progress is being made.
A dream is right before your eyes, yet you cannot seem to reach it.

There is a longing for change in your mind, but it feels so bound to outer conditions that taking a step becomes difficult.
You have shut down, again and again… you are tired. And yet, beginning anew feels impossible.
It feels like you’re stuck in place, even battered by the winds.
You can neither move forward, nor stay where you are.

Your heart has opened to love; it cries out “only love”.
Yet anger, resentment, and frustration keep finding their way in.
You are shaken, but the path ahead seems hidden.

And here, right in this restlessness, is where you must focus on the rewards of simply being with it.
For the more you try to control, the more controlled you will feel.
The more you try to choose, the more the options blur.
The more you resist, the more it will hurt.

This is a difficult lesson: surrender.
And within surrender, your path becomes clear.

We are moving into a great transformation.
Even in fear, a step forward must be taken.
Especially as we move toward 2026, our capacity to feel will be needed more than ever.

Cleanse, release, cleanse, release…
For without release, there can be no space for miracles.

This cleansing must be most profound in the emotional and mental realms.
You will face disappointment so you can forget what you thought you knew.
You will forget what you knew so that what you never imagined can flow into your life.

Yes, it hurts. Yes, it is hard to sit with so many emotions.
But know this: your emotions are your compass — they are guiding you home.
And it is good that they are here.

Let’s hear this message

I am the guide who comes with the light of Sirius.
I see you.
I know your heartbreak, your sense of being unable to move forward or even remain still.
I feel the waves of anger, hurt, and impatience within you — and how weary it makes you.

But know this: this crisis is a doorway to transformation.
And now I will tell you what you need to do:

✨ Surrender. The harder you try to control, the tighter you will feel. Let go.
✨ Feel. Listen to your emotions. They are your compass, leading you not astray but to your true path.
✨ Release. Let go of the disappointment, the anger, what you thought you knew. In this way, you open space for miracles.
✨ Trust your heart. Hear the call rising within: “only love.” Let this call guide you.

Now, give yourself permission:
Pause. Feel. Release. Begin again.
The reward of this storm will be a clearer path and a wider heart.

I am standing beside you.
Know that everything is flowing toward resolution, transformation, and the rediscovery of love.

 

Plüto Retro

Sometimes, being able to say “No” is what makes a person grow. Just like the Great Ataturk, who landed in Samsun on May 19th, said “No” to the inspectorate duty assigned to him, and initiated a national struggle in Turkiye! One must know how to say “No.” It means knowing that every soul is on duty on the path to unity, knowing that every soul has a purpose, yet not necessarily supporting everything everyone does. It means drawing your boundaries; Capricorn has been testing us with our boundaries for a long time now. Capricorn Pluto asks: Can you be your own authority? Are you ready to make a new start? The primary reason for feeling powerless is usually not being unable to do what you want, but being unable to say “No” to what you do not want. Pluto Retrograde asks: Could the things you cannot say “no” to be draining your power?

Loving one another does not require being together. Not every person who loves is meant to get along. There are different paths leading to the same destination; we are all in this dear world with two desires: one to separate from the source, the other to return to the source. And there are so many different paths for both. Know thyself! Know yourself, know your boundaries, so that you may become “nothing.” So that you may become nothing and merge into “Him.” You don’t have to make every path your own; you don’t have to walk side-by-side with every person, nor do you have to partner with everyone. You must respect everyone! You must love the created, for the sake of the Creator. You must have an essence, you must have a word, and first, these must be in unity within yourself.

Is it possible to manage not to judge someone without knowing their path, their wound, or their experience—and in that non-judgmental state, still choose not to have them in your life? Without saying which is more right, which is more wrong, or which is more magnificent, you can simply trust the great “Yes” rising from your heart or the strong “No” coming from your soul—without labeling anyone, knowing that their path is also there. Without trying to save anyone, and without waiting to be saved by anyone.

One should move forward on the path by supporting, nourishing, being nourished, learning, and teaching. Knowing that we will all eventually meet in LOVE, giving our chosen experiences their due, with free will and surrender as we progress through evolution—experiencing being both ONE side-by-side and a unique, limitless “I.” That single drop of the ocean; that healing liquid formed by unique drops sharing the same universe, making the ocean what it is. That unique breath formed by particles of miracles.

Remember that even the vast, limitless ocean reaches a boundary at the shore and gives way to the land. You don’t have to be with everyone and everything to know that you are One with everyone and everything. Have boundaries; allow the land its space. Let your “no’s” come from the heart—clear, without pushing, without judging, and from a place where you value yourself. To protect what is sacred, what is your sacred, and to protect your heart: take your power back! Draw your boundaries.

We are loved limitlessly. With faith in the power of nature and light, namaste! I love you!